'HE KEPT US'

This past weekend was an EYE OPENING weekend for me. Friday night I was out hanging with my friends having a good time. We stopped by Valdosta's house and had a few drinks. I tell you that I got fucked up off some rum and coke and a shot of patrone. Then we went out to the club and I had more to drink. I was really feeling myself. Touching on everybody. Flirting with guys while their boyfriend was standing right there. I mean I really had a good time. I've never done that before. So we leave the club headed to get something eat. Then all of a sudden we are hitting the walls of the median off of I85. The car spends around. The airbags explodes out then there is the final hit. I tell you that I was soo drunk that while the car was spinning it felt like I was flying. I had wings that night. LOL. After the car stopped, I looked around and I was the only one left in the car. I was like what the hell where is everybody. Then my BFF came and told me to get out he car. By this time I was sober. I had got pissed off because I had lost my high. I called Valdosta to come and get us. The good thing is she was about a mile behind us. But anyways I call it my EYE OPENING weekend because after I took a look at the car and saw how bad it was beat up, I realize that WE could have been killed or injured. The accident happened 5 years to the day that my grandmother died. I thank God for holding us and allowing all of us to walk away without a scratch. I know that he has something else for me to do. I'm so glad that 'HE KEPT US'...

No More For Me

No more Island bois

No more Scorpio's

No more Leo's

No more Cancer's

No more Girly Bois

No more Pretty Bois

No more Dark Skined Bois

LOL...Yea right let me stop lying to myself...

"I'm Not A Puppy"

I know my blog makes me look like a sad puppy with no place to go but this is the only way that I can get what's on my chest off since I don't have anyone to confide in. It seems that all of my relationships start and end the same way no matter what class of person he may be. Sometimes I wonder if it's me that is ending my relationships or if I'm choosing the wrong guy for me? I've been dating this guy for about 2 months and I really like him but at times I feel like he's not attracted to me or he's getting tired of me. Would ask him how does he really feel about me but it will just lead to an argument and I'm tired of fighting. I'm going to stay in this and see where it will lead and no matter what the outcome, I know it will be best.