I'LL WAIT

It's been 6 weeks and 5 days since I last seen you.
I know that I should move on but I can't move out of this spot.
You are the first thing on my mind when I wake up in the morning and you are still on my mind when I go to bed.
I pray to God all day everyday that we get back together but I understand that you need your "Me Time".
That's the song you emailed me and it plays over and over in my head.
Your toothbrush is still where you left it.
When I see a car like yours, my heart starts pounding.
When I'm on your side of town I get nervous.
The love I have for you is real.
I'm not running game and because I do love you I'm willing to wait until you are ready.
It hurts like hell but I'm still here.

I love you Babes...

Ahhhhh

I've always been the good guy and I've always been hurt by being the good guy. I'm tired of this shit. I can't take no more. I just want to give up on it all and bust a few faggots upside their muthafucking heads. The next muthafucker that say something to me out of the way is gonna catch a damn brick upside their head. I don't wanna be that angry black man or that bitter bitch but I'm just fucking tired of it. Why is it that the people with the nastiest attitudes get things their way. Why is it that the people who sit on their fucking ass all day get everything they want. I work hard as fuck to do right and treat people with respect and I can't make it off my fucking porch. I'm always left the fuck behind. I'm so tired of this shit.